I had absolutely no work until a drinking session last early winter, where I don't even remember saying, "My worry is that I can't make money." Since then, I've been working little by little. One type of work was found for me, and the other is work I take initiative to handle. Since a project a few years ago, I hadn't had any significant work or work sought out by anyone, but suddenly, it feels like a floodgate has opened up, and I'm working hard. Honestly, I said I wanted to make money, but at some point, the biggest burden was the daily grind of having to do things solely because I "had to." I really hated doing my studies or my work just because I thought, "I have to do this, at least." I still don't know why I hold onto them, but the unfair treatment I suffered has lingered in my inbox for a long time. Hey, just let it go. Should I have deleted it all? Now I don't have to worry about that anymore, and my inbox still holds both good and bad news. These days, if I think of it, I just do it. If I want to do it, I do it. I never thought I would be saying this. Live independently, okay? 
